Como?

 Cuando te conocí me preguntaba qué tipo de crueldad te hizo tan amable

¿A qué tipo de presión te sometieron que lograste tanto y te esforzaste tanto por ser perfect@? ¿Cuántas batallas tuviste que pelear y cuántos demonios tuviste que matar antes de darte cuenta de que tenías que ser tu propio héroe en lugar de esperar a que alguien te salve? 

Me preguntaba quién trató de derribarte para que te volvieras tan fuerte y estés dispuesto a no solo levantarte a ti mismo sino también a los demás. Me preguntaba qué tipo de aislamiento y soledad enfrentaste para aprender exactamente cómo leer a las personas y saber exactamente qué decir, porque tienes una forma de ver a través de cada máscara que la gente pone. 

Me preguntaba cómo te volviste tan bueno para manejarte con personas complicadas de la forma en que lo haces. Me preguntaba cuántas veces te defraudaron los demás para convertirte en el tipo de persona en la que cualquiera puede confiar; sin vacilación ni duda estarías allí para ellos. Me preguntaba qué tipos de carencias afectivas y cuánto sufrimiento soportaste para aprender a amar tan profundamente como lo haces, pero más que nada me pregunté qué pensabas de tí a altas horas de la noche cuando descansabas. 

Me preguntaba qué tipo de cosas pasan por tu mente cuando ves tu reflejo, las personas más hermosas nunca se ven a sí mismas por lo que realmente son. Para mí, esa es la mayor tragedia, porque si te vieras como yo te veo, serías invencible. 

I Could.... Podría

...Y cuando dejas de buscar y la vida se mueve silenciosamente,  llega ese instante que tanto esperaste... y no te das cuenta lo fácil que era... hasta que al fin miras con los ojos del alma... y allí esta, hermoso, dulce, calmo, amable, cariñoso, intenso, lleno de vida, llenos de luz, lleno de calma, con un alma pura y un corazón inmenso... y allí esta, con sus propios dilemas, y miles de pensamientos que no sabe detener... y nos encontramos, me das esa paz y yo calmo tu mente... aquello es magia... podría llegar a amarte intensa y profundamente, lo sabias???  

Dejemos que la vida nos suceda, sigamos disfrutando esta felicidad y este aquí y ahora maravilloso... pues el futuro es un misterio...

...And when you stop searching and life moves silently, that moment arrives that you waited for so long... and you don't realize how easy it was... until you finally look with the eyes of the soul... and there it is, beautiful, sweet, calm, kind, affectionate, intense , full of life, full of light, full of calm, with a pure soul and an immense heart... and there he is, with his own dilemmas, and thousands of thoughts that he doesn't know how to stop... and we meet, you give me that peace and I calm your mind... that's magic... I could come to love you intense and deeply, did you know that???

Let life happen to us, let's continue enjoying this happiness and this wonderful here and now... because the future is a mystery...

The Alpha Woman.

An alpha Woman is a very strong woman. She has a select group of friends, is confident in herself, knows what she wants and goes after it without hesitation. She is fierce and absolutely delicate. 

Don't try to change her. She was not made to sink and bend. They made her grow, get up, fly and dance with the sea. They made her shine so brightly that she blinds. So don't even try to dim the light on her, you have the opportunity to enjoy your life with her.

A unique opportunity... 

You know she doesn't need you. But She loves You. She chose you, after much searching among many...

That's why loves her back, her love is perfect and unconditional.

She will never say that she needs you, so shows up when she is quiet at night and you know something is bothering her. She is not made of steel despite what she thinks she is. She will break sometimes. She is going to cry. She is going to crash. She is a very delicate human being.

Don't you dare to give up. Don't turn your back on her. Yes, she doesn't need you but she wants you to be there. She will want you to show her that you care a lot. She will want you to show her that you really live up to your promises.

Don't act like she is your possession or prize. Treat her like a princess, even if she doesn't believe it.

You have to know that she is a deserving one. She is strong, powerful. She is not with you for fun. She is with you for true love. She is with you because she sees something good in you. She is with you because she sees a future by your side. Because you are someone special. And she deserves someone special.

She will not allow games or foolishness. She knows what she's worth. She knows your heart and soul and she knows that she deserves someone who can give her the world.

Be honest with her. Tell her how you feel. Don't hit around the bush. Don't hide from your feelings and what your heart is telling you. Be a good man. Be a decent man and be a better man for her and for your future.

If you feel like your feelings are fading, don't stay. If you feel your heart slowly drift away from her, just go. Don't wait. Don't lie to her. Don't hold her. She is strong enough to handle it. She is strong enough to handle your memories.

What if you break her heart? She will never look at you with the same light. She will never smile at you the same way again. But she will move on. She will persevere. She will survive, she will grow and she will flourish.

Trust me, she will do more than just survive. She will do much more. She doesn't need you, she chose you because you are worth the risk of opening her heart and soul.

Are you ready to be the partner of an Alpha Woman??? 

Because She is ready to give you the entire universe. 

viaje astral

Y mi alma salió sin rumbo fijo, 

buscando la calma en este mundo onírico, 

sin saber, buscándote en la inmensidad del universo, 

tan intensamente, que apareciste sin previo aviso, 

colmando lo mas profundo de mis sentimientos, 

llegaste con esa sonrisa tan tuya, 

haciendo de este momento, uno perenne, 

incalculablemente perfecto 

hasta aquel instante de volver a mi cuerpo... 

aun puedo sentir tu cálido abrazo, tus suaves besos...

fue una noche mágica, 

llena de conversaciones y miles de colores... 

ver el océano en tus ojos, y sentir el sol en tu piel... 

subimos cerros y caminamos ciudades, 

hablamos de tantas cosas, viajamos a lugares impensados, 

visitamos a tanta gente, 

vimos a los tuyos, hasta hablamos con tus padres... 

fue un momento perfecto, 

llegaste hasta mi y me diste una de las mejores noches 

como hace tiempo no tenía... 

viniste sin aviso hasta mis sueños 

y fui absolutamente feliz... 

Un viaje astral que recuerdo segundo a segundo... 

y ha quedado plasmado en esta hermosa inmensidad 

de mi recuerdo y mi ser...

mi melancolia.

Tu eres esa melancolía, 

esa que me hace soñar 

cuando comienza el día, 

en ese amanecer silente 

que toca mi alma, 

con su brillo incandescente, 

y en cada noche, 

cuando cierro los ojos, 

cuando mi alma se detiene,

como aquel instante, 

recordado tu aroma... 

Tu eres esa melancolía 

que despierta aquella sensación de querer tocarte

y no poder, si quiera, verte... 

Tu eres esa melancolia 

que inunda mi alma y llueve en mis ojos, 

cuando toda esa magia desborda, 

sin poder serenarla.

Tu eres esa melancolía 

que desnuda mi ser 

cada vez que recuerdo tus besos 

aquel abrazo eterno, 

el latir de tu corazón 

y el calor de tu piel... 

el sabor de tu dulzura, 

la magia de tu mirada, 

el sonido de tu voz... 

Tu Eres Mi Melancolía...

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te extraño.

Adios 46. Sean Bienvenidos 47. Happy Birthday to Me

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Cada día que pasa es uno menos en nuestro reloj de arena... cada día que pasa es un día que hemos recorrido y bordado en nuestra alma.

Nuestras vidas se colorean cada con hermosas experiencias y también con esas que no lo son tanto... pero es la que nos hace ser quienes somos... 

Cada momento compartido, cada sonrisa, cada silencio, cada llegada, cada partida, cada lagrima... cada explosion del corazón!

Aquellos besos eternos o aquellos que tan solo fueron un instante mágico que quedarán para siempre dibujados en el alma y escritos en el corazón...  

Dar sin pedir nada y ser feliz cuando te rodean y regalan tanto amor inesperado... 

Mi ciclo 46 acaba hoy y mañana comienza una nueva oportunidad... 365 días para crear mas vida, mas amor, mas felicidad, mas salud, mas experiencias, para seguir pintando en mi ser, con todo el amor del mundo... y coloreando, quizás el mundo de algún otro...

En este multiverso mágico que he ido forjando durante toda esta vida, en cada año recorrido, en cada camino andado, en cada vuelo del alma...

He tenido experiencias sublimes y otras muy intensas, con las que he aprendido a ser quien soy... 

Y estoy feliz!!! Soy feliz!!! SOY MUY FELIZ!!!

La vida me regala cada día un nuevo amanecer y eso no tiene precio... Feliz cumpleaños para mi con todo el amor del Universo... 

He aprendido a mirarme con dulzura, en el espejo, a querer cada arruga, cada cana, cada marca, cada cicatriz, sobre todo aquellas del alma... he aprendido a amarme y eso es maravilloso... 

Son 46 años increíblemente bellos e intensos... 

Y que este renacer me brinde mas maravillas, nuevas aventuras, nuevas emociones, nuevas experiencias, mas sabiduría, mas oportunidades de ser mejor persona, y que sea mucho mejor!!! 

Gracias mundo, tierra, planeta, pacha mama, universo infinito...

Gracias a todos quienes están cerca y aquellos que estan lejos y quienes siempre están a mi lado... Salud!!!!

                                                                            Los Amo!!!

Each day that passes is one less in our hourglass ... each day that passes is a day that we have traveled and embroidered in our soul.

Our lives are colored each with beautiful experiences and also with those that are not so beautiful ... but it is what makes us who we are ...

Every shared moment, every smile, every silence, every arrival, every departure, every tear ... every explosion of the heart!

Those eternal kisses or those that were only a magical moment that will be forever drawn on the soul and written on the heart. Give without asking for anything and be happy when they surround you and give away so much unexpected love ...

My 46th cycle ends today and tomorrow a new opportunity begins. 365 days to create more life, more love, more happiness, more health, more experiences, to continue painting in my being, with all the love in the world ... and coloring, perhaps someone else's world ...

In this magical multiverse that I have been forging throughout this life, in each year traveled, in each path traveled, in each flight of the soul ...

I have had sublime experiences and other very intense ones, with which I have learned to be who I am ...

And I'm happy!!! I'm happy!!! I AM ABSOLUTELY HAPPY!!!

Life gives me a new dawn every day and that is priceless ... Happy birthday to me with all the love in the Universe ...

I have learned to look at myself gently, in the mirror, to love every wrinkle, every gray hair, every mark, every scar, especially those of the soul ... I have learned to love myself and that is wonderful ...

They are 46 incredibly beautiful and intense years ...

And may this rebirth give me more wonders, new adventures, new emotions, new experiences, more wisdom, more opportunities to be a better person, and may it be much better !!!

Thank you world, earth, planet, pacha mama, infinite universe ...

Thanks to all those who are close and those who are far and who are always by my side ... Cheers!

                                                                        Love you all!!!

"Colorful bits of each life that passes through mine 

and that I'm sewing in the soul.

They are not always pretty, 

nor are they always happy, 

but they add to me and make me who I am.

In each meeting, in each contact, 

I'm getting older...

In each scrap a life, a lesson, a love, a nostalgia...

That make me more of a person, 

more human, more complete.

And I think that this is how life is made: 

of pieces of other people 

who are becoming part of the people as well.

And the best part is that we will never be ready, finished...

There will always be a patch to add to the soul.

Therefore, thanks to each of you, 

who are part of my life and who allow me 

to enhance my story with the scraps left in me. 

That I too can leave bits of me along the way 

and that they can be part of their stories.

And so that, from patch to patch, 

we can become, one day, 

an immense embroidery of us".

The Dance of the Clouds.

Holbox 2021

It's when I escape into myself... 

to touch my heart and from the center, travel to space ...

And there I sit to observe how the clouds dance without haste or chains, through the sky that embraces them... gray, white and black clouds... big and such small clouds...

And it's there where I see the wind driving them crazy with joy and absorbed in pleasure... 

the pleasure of being free and flying through the skies as far as the eyes cannot see... but where the heart feels...

I enjoy this blue sky, today, full of colors, with pure and serene dances. 

And I descend from the space until I touch the ground... the one where my feet place their footfall and make the way... following the path that is designed to find happiness...

Then I look around me and inevitably smile... there is nothing but light, love and much more...

I hug my brother tree, who tells me in secret and with the sound of the breeze in his arms, that there is nothing to fear, that the weather is good, that the current flows and that life IS, Here And Now.

I talk to the river that sings its beautiful song of eternal harmony with the day by day, and we vibrate at the same rhythm... where the birds perch calmly and fly without haste in search of food, and the fish fly between the earth and the Heaven free to come and go, like the clouds in the sky.

And I travel to the ocean, that infinite sea, that surrounds me calm and magnificent each time I travel it... teaching me, that I'm free to flow with it by dancing to its rhythm, flying on my feet.

And I come back to you, in each memorie, where my heart and soul are full, grateful, calm, in peace... with your smile illuminating me, gazing into your eyes, without looking away, immersed in the brightness of the window of your soul ...

Insolence...

In pleasures and suggestions,

insolence has no place. 

How far is the skin capable of resisting 

so many sensations and emotions? 

And how far are we capable of believing? 

Perhaps it is true, no one is as alone as we thinks ... 

or as accompanied as we wishes, however ... 

the subtle limit of loneliness and company

is what we ourselves are warning... 

creating... manifesting...

"That night I wanted

your hands drawing on my back,

the emotions that you feeled

when you looked at me...

How you burned my mouth

with your sweet kisses,

and how you tied my waist

with your body.

I wanted a moon only ours,

and be the owner

as long as I wanted. 

I melted into your aroma,

I got lost in your deep eyes

at the right time...

at that moment when the bodies faded"

Sometimes...

They are those days when you are just looking for a hug ...

a warm word and a look that reads your soul ...

And at the distance discover what my desire is ...

It's when I close my eyes and bite my lips to not call you 

and say any word, just to hear your voice ...

Thus, your image appears the first, in my mind ...

It's your smile that floods me and it is your aroma that I evoke ...

Enthralled I return to my inner self ...

 my hands become your hands ...

my skin in your skin and my senses in ours ...

turning my nakedness into your body

and my eruption in your name.

I would like to snuggle in your arms and sleep in your embrace,

forget about the world and be free to capture myself...

then I open my eyes and I see how the sun rises, 

through my window, while the morning light bathes us with new life.

 But I 'm by your side and shyness floods me ...

I can't tell ...

and I restrain myself from throwing myself into your arms ...

and I stop before the urge to kiss your lips ...

and I restrain myself from shouting those words...

Y me sucede que a veces... tantas veces...

Me sucede que a veces la melancolía toca a mi puerta, otra vez...

Y sigo pensando porque? 

Miro por mi ventana la lluvia azotar el piso cubierto por asfalto, y pienso en la tierra fértil cubierta con esa dura capa de cemento que no la deja expandir la vida... y me siento reflejada en ella... naturaleza, inmensa llena de vida... cubierta por una coraza dura de cemento que se fue formando con los años, con cada desconsuelo, con cada desamor, con cada "otra vez"... Pero estoy viva, en el fondo del corazón, inmensa en la plenitud de la existencia, latiendo como nunca antes, queriendo romper ese duro asfalto que no deja que fluya tanta energía contenida, en esos pequeños brotes de cordura... No quiero mesura, para que? La vida es una sola y ya el camino se acorta...

Cordura? es que no se contener las emociones y la energía fluye inmensa y perenne.. 

Cordura? Para que quiero cordura si el mundo esta hecho para los locos que no se coartan ante la maravilla de estar vivos aquí y ahora... y que mas podría suceder? Adelante sin miedo y con toda fuerza sin siquiera dudarlo un instante... si esta aqui es porque así debe ser... nada es casual, todo esta escrito... y lo siento en lo mas profundo de mi alma.. y lo siento en las venas, corriendo intensa y acelerada con cada latido de mi corazón, y lo siento así inconmensurable y sin medidas... 

Y me sucede que a veces vuelve la melancolía a tocar a mi puerta...

y me pregunto si esta bien ser así.. tan yo, tan llena de esa energía que no da tregua... y canalizada en cada movimiento, en cada armonía, en cada concierto de pasos unidos en el fluir hermoso de la danza, busco calmar esas ansias de querer dar sin mas que eso... 

y la lluvia se detiene y el asfalto húmedo me muestra que de una u otra forma la tierra se liberará a travez de alguna grieta y la magia de la vida fluirá sin que nadie pueda detenerla... tan solo tiempo, clama, paciencia... tiempo al tiempo y dejar que la vida me suceda y moverme a travez de ella...

Y me sucede que a veces la melancolía vuelve a tocar a mi puerta... es que el tiempo no se detiene y el reloj de arena se vacía inevitablemente.........